Yes! I am still alive! The life was good until a week or two weeks ago. Now, it is not as fine as I want. The trouble was revealed to me in this Friday evening. Something strange ... That's enough, for now!
Whenever I feel depressed or I become sad, I may come to this lonely corner of myself in the Internet and write a few sentences. I have other weblogs too, but I like this one as it is the only one that I can write whatever I wish and be sure that nobody would read it. This weblog has not many posts. I update here once in a season or even less. But, but, but I feel I should write in this little corner sometimes. When? I cannot tell, but now is the time!
I feel depressed!Last night, I was invited to a party. I participated, but I didn't enjoy. I looked at empty spaces without being excited about the music, people or anything else. Is it really a sign of depression? What was the reason: I quarrelled with my GF. Actually, I didn't do so, but she did. I just listened and tried to convince her that I was not that bad guy. I cannot be honest if I tell you that I am a very good person and all faults stem from her. She is too sensitive in some issues and what I've done was not sufficient. What can I do? Now, I don't want to think about anything real. Let's live in an abstract world or at least the world of dreams.
She is online and still argues with me. This time, I do not try to convince her anymore. She is saying something horrible that I cannot even give you a sample. What a terrific situation. ... well ... she told me not to call her or even e-mail her anymore. She is going mad. Well ...
